No doubt that contradictory obsession has early roots, but its most potent adult influence was probably my first job out of college, at a small brokerage firm in downtown Manhattan.

• 毫无疑问，这种矛盾的沉迷具有早期根源，但它对我最深远的影响发生在我大学毕业后的第一份工作当中，那是在曼哈顿市区的一个小型经纪人事务所里。