He wakes up cursing himself, or cursing the job, or cursing life.He wakes up utterly bored and discomfited, chagrined to think that he did not die overnight.

• 他一起床就诅咒自己、诅咒工作、诅咒人生，他一起床便百无聊赖、心烦意乱，想到自己昨夜没能死去便懊恼不已。