Why was I falling apart now, when everything was going so well, when I had held it together for so long?Talk about cognitive dissonance;my daughters were fine, but I was going down fast.

• 为什么我现在才垮下来呢?现在一切都很顺利,为什么我还要抓着那些不快不放呢?这就是矛盾,我女儿的病好了,可是我的健康却在飞快地走下坡路。