This time, however, to, I do decisiveness, with the old life and customs to be a farewell, I am really afraid he lacked the courage to choose to do anything and the fear of choice.

• 可是这次去，我又要做决断了，同旧的生活和风俗做一个告别，我真怕自己没有勇气和怕做任何选择的选择。