She explained to herself afterward that she ought to talk to him, that she must tell him finally of her decision not to see him again, and this was as good an opportunity as any.

• 后来她自己解释这样服从的态度，以为她应该跟他谈一谈，好把自己再不愿意跟他见面的决心对他讲个明白，所以觉得这是一个好机会。