Only till my natural death ould I tell which of what I have been doing is right or wrong, so now I have to try to do well in everything, and then wait to die a natural death.

• 我不知道我现在做的哪些是对的，那些是错的，而当我终于老死的时候我才知道这些。所以我现在所能做的就是尽力做好每一件事，然后等待着老死。