I lost interest to the gender gradually, sometimes very loath be engaged in, also do not have former feeling again, lose confidence to the life from this, generate negative sentiment to the job.

• 我渐渐对性失去了兴趣，有时很勉强从事，再也没有从前的感觉了，由此对生活失去信心，对工作产生消极情绪。