I feel her: there, and there.One sad day, I actually sat up in shock when I felt my mother come shake me out of a pervasive fearfulness that was making it hard for me to read or get on subways.

• 某个哀伤的日子里，我从睡梦中猛地惊醒，我梦到自己有一种让自己无法阅读和无法挤上地铁的渗透进骨子里的恐惧感，而我的母亲前来帮我将这种恐惧感抖去。