He swallowed hard, his swimming eyes blind to the words, his finger shaking so badly that he could not find his place even if he could read, as something unnamable hammered against his heart.

• 他艰难地把话咽下，满是泪水的眼睛一片模糊，看不清楚字了，手指强烈地颤抖，无法找到刚刚读到的地方，似乎有什么难以言表的东西撞击了他的心脏。