Do I exist for my own personal happiness? No, my whole existence is devoted to her, even in spite of her. And by what right should I have dared to aspire to her love? Am I then, more than an angel or a deity?

• 我活着难道是为了自己的幸福吗?不！不论她爱不爱我，我的此生都是献给她的。我有什么权利敢要求她爱?难道我能胜过天使或神灵?