As my husband and I walked our wailing baby up and down through the night, and I seriously contemplated going AWOL, I wondered if I was cut out to be a mother at all.

• 当我和丈夫抱着我们哭个不停的小家伙散步，来来回回的在夜里穿梭的时候，我突然真切地意识到我将擅离职守，我真的生来为做一个母亲吗？