Am I never to get any nearer to the truth;but am I to be tormented all my life by vague doubts, and wretched suspicions, which may grow upon me till I become a monomaniac?

• 难道我永远接近不了事实的真相，却终生要被那些会在我心上成长的、朦胧的疑问和不足道的猜疑所折磨，终于使我自己变成了一个偏执狂？