所以无论我那样不愿提笔，也只得胡乱画下一页半页的字来。 本来是睡了的，但望到挂在壁上蕴姊的像，忍不住又爬起，为免掉想念蕴姊的难受而提笔了。

• No matter how little I desire to take up the pen, even if I'm already in bed, the sight of her picture on the wall is sufficient to pull me up to write a page or two if only to avoid the accusation of my memories.