使我感觉我像是一个弃婴，投放到被遗弃的一座荒无人烟的森林，就像被世界丢弃的一样，那无助和哭泣，是那样的徒劳。

• It was like I am an abandoned child, dropping into a desolate and uninhabited forest, which is threw away by the world, totally helpless and crying only in vain.